hello i'm back from EJ today

i really had a great great time there because it was easy to feel the love of jesus and how much he gave just for me

yeah and i this time he showed me so much care and concern that when the anointing came, i was crying like someone just died (because i saw him on the cross as well). and well he does feel what i feel because he spoke thorugh deaconness karen and told me that the voices that are making me feel small are definitely not his voices, and that he had given me renewed strength, dreams, and joy and a lot of other stuff that i can't really remember because i was crying too much. and like i didn't expect something like that to happen because in the previous EJ, i didn't get prayed over like that. and this time i'm really touched to see the love of God move so obviously in my life.

oh and just now before the entire DARE ministry photo shot for all the campers, i wanted to be in the centre of the photo and not at the sides or at the back where i had usually been for most of the camp photos. so i just randomly said that i wanted to be in the centre so that it'll be cooler and well not so cornerish. yeah then when we were like getting ready to pose for the shot, the camp commandant was like "who's standing on the red cross?" and i well, realised that it was me so i had to raise my hand. (they were taking the shot from the second storey). then he was like oh that is the centre and therefore the favoured spot. so while he was like getting the secfours together, he was also calling for the favoured spot and all so i had to raise my hand again and again. then he suddenly told me to stand in a T shape and swing around and make sure that i don't touch anyone. and i was like what? because i thought i'd be taking the shot sticking out like a sore thumb or sth. then he was like all the overseers and pastor ben to go around me and all. i was like wah. serious ah? and when he saw me he was like you again! i was like yeah mans! and gabriel wa honto kawaii ne!!! honto! after we took the shot, joanna was like "God answered your prayer mans" i was like it wasn't even a prayer. (maybe it was because i said i want to be in the centre) but anyway, he answered my request exceedingly abundantly above all i can ask or think. i only asked to be in the centre but he made me stand with the pastor and the overseers. i;m so blessed!

thank you Daddy god for blessing me during this whole camp and i had definitely grown spiritually (and hopefully physically) in the Lord. looking forward to next DARE event!! :D

connect 08~ be there!

i received my progress report yesterday

my results were so depressing!!
if not for my first semester which sunk my end year results to the bottom of the sea,
i would have gotten a lot higher than i did.

urgh.


anyway,
there was a new song sung at church on sunday which i thought was pretty good
i just managed to get the chords out but i'm not sure if it's in the right key

the Divo tee designs are out!!
credit goes to:
-c. kev for allowing us to do the shirt
-gervais for all the great fonts and styles etc.
-everyone for agreeing to the design

yeps
so we're gonna discuss it further at DG this friday
hee
don't be late~

hi everyone
yay it's two weeks to holiday!!
(yes i know you guys alr have yours.)
anw
i'm going to japan soon and i don't have enough money to buy everything that i want.
(i'm so sad!) what i have can only buy me a water melon desuyo!
things there are so expensive, i don't know how the people live.
grrrr. help me!!
i'm financially desperate!
it'd be a waste if i would just go there and buy nothing back
it'd be dumb too
but well i guess there's not a lot i can really get out of this trip anw
so well maybe i'll just see if i could buy anything in the first place...

today was uneventful
and i had to sit through this talk by a teacher
(and knowing the rate she speaks(which was maximum 5 words in ten seconds))
it took a really really long time
and i couldn't keep my poor eyes opening throughout the whole thing because it was, well,
to put it simply, boring. :D
so at the back of the hall, i feel asleep and drifted off into dreamland
and before i knew it
an hour had passed (perfect half and hour after the time she said it would end)
and she was asking for our views and questions (at that time i just woke up and my dream was like poof in midair)
i thought it was going to be some loser who wants to suck up to anyone of higher status
but no!
i was wrong and NOBODY wanted to say ANYTHING
can you believe it? haha
well then she got a bit upset because she didn't think it was boring (obviously not to her, duh)
so she threatened to call out index numbers of classes
and i realised the trouble i was in so i quickly got some info to joy and sarah who was apparently
half asleep too. ahahah
heck it felt like the day had ended.
and i was so sleepy.

when i grow up and become something like a speaker, i'd never ever do that to my audience man
it'd be just a signal to them to go to sleep (which they'd gladly obey)

anways, i want to watch gundam seed or play some games now. yay.

yay
today we got our el and goeg papers back

and i did well for my descriptive writing
like really unexpectedly
because when the scripts came down,
every one's score that i saw was like in the thirties and the less blessed ones got the twenties
and this paper was over fifty
so i thought that i night not score my usual forty-five over fifty but well
i didn;t but i got forty-two!!
yay!
and i think i got the highest in class because nobody else got higher than forty.
also my poor GPA's gonna be salvaged from the depths of the darkest abyss mans!!
praise Jesus! (i got a 4.0 GPA for this one)

my geog paper was also a bit unexpected
i knew it was gonna be a challenging paper and
sometimes things don't really turn out the way you want them to be
especially if the level is raised
so well, i didn't expect that to be a really high score
but Jesus really answers more than i could ever ask or think
(after the paper, i ruled out the chances of myself getting a 4.0)
he not only gave me a 4.0
but i also had an almost perfect score for the structured answer questions (19/20)
and one of the questions which i thought i would never get the mark
came back with full marks!! praise Jesus amen!

joy is also elated as she thought she would have failed this exam but jesus is faithful indeed
and blessed her with a 3.6!! :D
yay, we used the anointing oil too so i was truly awesome to see God's hand move nd work in our lives. hee.

konichiwa!

good news!
it's post exams!! yay!
no need to go to school every day and we get shorter days etc. :D
i wonder what i should do mans.. ahah..
oh trg's going to start and yay! p6s are coming in to train with us.
i hope they're good this year.
but either way,
we're going to trust God for his favour and all in the coming season
i believe the Jesus will give us the champs next year. :D:D

bad news
today when i was looking for the naruto ezlink card sticker,
joy gave me a call and well told me really frantically that the mother hamster who i mentioned in the previous post had given birth and eaten up her kids
gross
i never expected that to happen because in all the months
i've been rearing those animals, i've never got a single problem as bad as that.
k maybe the mothers only ate up the dead, weak and stillborn ones but the whole litter-which might be about 5-6 kids was really really rare.
my guess is that i gave her away at the wrong time and the transfer had caused the pet much stress that it might have thought that eating up its kids would well not allow us near to her offspring.
i must admit that i don't really know what happened and can't pinpoint at anyone at the moment about all that but well what's been done is done.
i just hope joy isn't too upset over it.
maybe i can give her my other hamster.
i don't know
we'll just have to wait and see. :D

big news:

the raffles schools are merging mans
k well it's only RI and RJC
so you know that RI is only for guys right and it caters to the secondary school kids which means that it'll be RI(secondary) and RI(junior college)

i don't really care but
they are changing a word in the school song of RJC's
to be
instead of "sons of singapore" to be "youths of singapore"
hah!
well you boys are not the only ones featured in the song now!!!
and it was time to add the word in anyway.
che.

this merger "is only a natural step" once the raffles program was implemented
as said by the P.
so well i guess that was an inevitable fate for them and in a few years time, me
but the good thing is
RGS is not merging! yay!

i don't think RGS merging was a good idea in the first place.
firstly, that'll create an environment of elitism
which i do not want to get involved in knowing the kind of reputation some of the kids had already made for the school
yes i agree that there's already prejudice towards other
schools that didn't have the word "raffles" in their name
so merging all three schools would make the whole situation worse since what we're going to do all day is mix with other like minded people and a very enclosed society and blah blah blah.
and it won't really do us any good
besides RGS got out of RI to be independant and going back is not sensible at all
but as for RJ and RI i have nothing to say.




"perfect Love casts out all fear"-the bible :D (i forgot the verse)

the exams are over yow!!!
there's DGM tonight and i may go!!
ahaha!
beat that, God is so faithful mans
and he answered at the right time.
mum, i don;'t think you know this, but i think this is God's plan!! :D
heh heh heh

i passed joy the hamster this morning
she was overjoyed and we decided the name it H
because we weren't allowed to bring pets into the school
so H was like a code for hamster
but we kept calling it that after the whole ordeal
so we thought it should just stick with H for it
and along the whole way home,
we kept bumping into the shoebox H was in so joy became defensive and was like
'STOP BUMPING H'
and we backed away

she actually even planned to put it in her locker
in the freezing classroom
i disallowed it lest it froze and died before it's time
so she put it outside and used our bags as a barrier.
and scolded any unoticing ones who ventured too close to her prize.
haha oh wells
at least H has got a great owner now
i've got two more to give away so if anybody wants one
please mention in the tagboard!!

exams are coming mans
goeg paper is gonna be challenging so ms wong was like girls you really have to study and it's not mere regurgitation ...
the class is out of hand mans
i wish they would die. i wonder if the coaches had read my blog
hey divo, i you happen to come across this, tell me k